sorry for it is the real me

I can be what you want me to be
but i can't ever be what i want myself to be..
…
i can give you anything..but there’s always an exchange
that’s how i play
learn from me
and i can also learn from you
…
bad influence-er
bad boy
spoiled
moody
evil
regretful
a person who wants to change but can’t
acts a year younger
thinks a year older
…
that’s how it is
take it or leave it
you ain’t a lucky bastard
-i’m not okay-

you!

I could never find another one who
could compare to you.
I may love again but not the way i had loved you.
You may only be a part of my past
but you know what?
Everytime i see you, i whisper…
“minahal ko yan.”

naisip ko lg!

I know its now over between us,
but how come i can’t forget you?
How come i get hurt when i see you with someone else?
Perhaps you still have a space in my heart that says,

“love pa rin kita baby kahit la kana…”

_-_dedicated pra sa mahal ko!!

why?

Yesterday everything seems to be perfect the laughter and joys we shared.But why?Yesterday seems to be just a dream.One day I just awake knowing that your gone.But why?Is this my prize for loving you so much?You promise not to break my heart.Am i fool?because i expect to much?or are you one of those people who are fun of breaking my heart?Tell me why you do this to me?
Dont make me feel as though im special.I don't want to feel this shit feeling again.please!stop me!let me sleep from those sleepless nights,let my tears dry before you make me cry again.From now on ill accept no one can give the care and love i need.