sorry for it is the real me

I can be what you want me to be
but i can't ever be what i want myself to be..
…
i can give you anything..but there’s always an exchange
that’s how i play
learn from me
and i can also learn from you
…
bad influence-er
bad boy
spoiled
moody
evil
regretful
a person who wants to change but can’t
acts a year younger
thinks a year older
…
that’s how it is
take it or leave it
you ain’t a lucky bastard
-i’m not okay-